July 2025 Edition

Not all awakenings begin in light. Some arrive in shadows, through windows, in silence.
For me, the occult was not discovered; it revealed itself, over and over, until I could no longer look away.

The First Contact
I saw my first spirit when I was five, standing by the window of my childhood bedroom. That moment never left me.

Over the years, other strange, ah-ha! moments followed me quietly: dreams that became real, intuitive knowings no one else had, a deeper sensitivity that set me apart from my peers.

In early adulthood, an ex-boyfriend introduced me to the occult more consciously. I was curious, but not yet ready. My discipline was scattered. My mind knew, but my spirit had not yet chosen.

That choice came much later, after a near-death experience that shattered everything I thought I understood about life, energy, and purpose. It wasn’t just a wake-up call. It was a return.

Between Two Worlds
For a time, I walked between worlds.

By day, I moved through the expectations of corporate life, measured, structured, and externally polished. By night, beings, symbols, and sensations visited me that I could not explain. My field was alive. The work had already begun, even before I consciously said yes.

The contradiction was exhausting. Trying to sustain both lives felt like splitting the soul in half, composed on the outside, yet privately unravelling. What I once dismissed as a quiet gift revealed itself to be the foundation of everything, my intuition, my decisions, my true source of authority.

This was also the period I studied the most, absorbing vast, multidisciplinary threads of the occult and gradually weaving them into a method that became uniquely my own.

Spirituality was no longer a side path. It was the path. And it had been all along.

The Night I Said Yes
I remember the night I chose the occult, truly. It was not a gentle welcome.

Power came rushing in immediately. My body convulsed under the weight of integration. It was cellular, violent, feverish, as if my human shell was rejecting the frequency upgrade it had silently requested.

My first initiation was not through love and light. It was through the underworld. I collapsed into sleep that night with mild tremors. I remained weak for days. But when I emerged, I was different.

Clearer. Older. Returned to something I had once been.

That moment marked the end of hesitation. I was never just curious. I was called. And I had finally answered.


Walking It Fully Now
Choosing the unseen world with both hands means choosing sovereignty, and at times, danger. I no longer perform for what is “acceptable.” My days are now led by ritual, by codes I trust more than social scripts, and by forces I once feared but now command.

I live with spirits as companions, not ideas. I move through dimensions the way others scroll through emails. I craft power not for spectacle, but for structure in the corporate world and our everyday lives. The unseen world is no longer invisible. It is where I work, think, and rule.


Why I Founded Mystique/Tarot with Rae
I built my professional practice because awakening alone was not enough. Awareness without application felt incomplete. I wanted to do more than connect with the otherworldly, I wanted to operationalise it.

My work bridges the mystical with the strategic. It brings otherworldly intelligence into real-world influence; into decisions, growth, boundaries, and transformation. This is not about escapism. It is about implementation. About bringing the intangible into form, with clarity and precision.

There is no glamour in this path, only gravity. But once you begin living from alignment instead of performance, there is no going back. If you feel the pull toward the unseen, the unspoken, the utterly real—trust that it does not come by accident. The occult does not seek attention. It waits for recognition.

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